I’ve learnt alot this past week.
One of the big ones for me is……….
I’ve reluctantly let go of trying to have my shit together & trying to control situations.
I’m done people pleasing & trying to fix relationships all the time.
I’m done going through the same old behavioural cycles of raised voices between 2 people trying to get their point across.
I’m done trying to justify my decisions & boundaries to people who are so committed to proving me wrong than actually actively listening to me.
People blindsided to my growth by old versions of me they hold close to them like they’re trying to hold power & dominance over me.
I’m done arguing & battling with people who are committed to me shutting my mouth, obeying & themselves being right all the time & acting high & mighty.
My own inner peace is more important to me than winning a poxy row between someone who is committed to misunderstanding me.
I’ve detached from alot of situations recently (mainly family). It’s not that i don’t care. It’s that I’m no longer interested in old behavioural patterns from both sides reoccurring. Clearly the way both sides have behaved repeatedly hasn’t proven a positive outcome has it?.
I’m no longer interested in old dramas.
Wanna be right all the time? Fine do so on your own.
Don’t wanna see me? Fine that’s cool i respect your divine free will.
Show up unannounced & expect me to jump when you could of called me beforehand? No that ain’t happening.
I AM no longer committing myself to people & situations that disrupt my inner peace & spiritual alot.
I know who has my back (my close friends & loved ones & my soul sisters) the people who actually see the Real Me.
They see the Real Me because there is no judgement & no criticism.
They accept me for who i am, support me, are telepathic when I’ve been isolating/distant for a while, they actively listen to me, they help me get back into alignment, they are firm yet supportive (no excuses, just growth 😊). They also give me a verbal kick up the bum when they notice old behaviours of mine resurfacing 😊. I can be open & feel in a safe place.
It’s very rare to find people you can feel openly comfortable talking to. Like a safe shelter from life’s storms. They have a way of bringing out the sunshine & rainbows after the storms of life.
These people are truly rare.
I have a few of these BEautiful Magnificent Magickal people in my life. Some of these people are spiritually awake & some aren’t. I still love them all the same.
I’ve gone off topic again 😅 so i will leave the blog like this………..
And so she acknowledged her past self.
Cradled & cuddled the old version she no longer was.
Hugged each old past behaviour & laid them gently in a wooden box.
Thanked them all for the lessons & closed the lid.
She looked to the Moonlit sky above.
Thank You for the lessons.
I AM ready for the blessings.
And so she let go…………
She let go gracefully & with gratitude.
For she was no longer who she once was.
Yet she was embracing whom she was yet to be.
Love & Light.
Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.
And So She Let Go Blog & Poem 13/04/2022
I’ve learnt alot this past week.
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“out of chaos comes cre
Ativity”… Or is it the other way round?