I wanted to blog quickly about what I’ve just come to realise.
You see.
Those who know me, know that these days when a cycle pops up, I go through each onion layer of acknowledging, healing & releasing.
However in these present moments I’ve realised that constantly cycle breaking in itself is/has become a cycle.
And in doing so, I’ve actually gotten so used to my body being in Flight or Fight mode as I go through these onion layers of healing & releasing.
That in fact I’ve managed to burn myself out.
I didn’t realise this until I was sitting eating my breakfast & pondering on the matter.
I’ve broken so many cycles lately.
Sometimes 1 cycle after the other & so on.
That I haven’t rested.
I mean properly rested as in my mind actually not thinking about anything (for a change).
I’m burnt out.
So in the coming moments of today & further thinking along. I plan on taking a break (Yoga, Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Meditation & as always breathwork).
I can feel all the anxiety within my body.
Sure I’ve written & released energy with each word, sentence & blog I’ve written.
But I haven’t fully & truly released it from the body.
All that tension.
All that anxiety.
All that JitterBug energy (unable to switch off or sit still).
Mental & emotional rest.
From all the physical typing, blogging & energy shifting/evolving I’ve been doing.
So as much as I’d planned working on other & new areas of the website this coming week.
I feel I need to take a long & mindful rest over the coming days.
Which also means no Greys anatomy (which I’ve been guilty of binge watching lately 😅).
So with the week-end approaching.
I hope you all have a blessed & amazing weekend/week ahead.
Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.
©KM2023