A Stop Is Not A Destination Blog 29/05/2023

*This blog has a mention of suicide, low vibes, & PMS/PMDD. Ladies if you experience a low mood around your period you could have PMDD symptoms which are a more fiercer/severe version of PMS symptoms. If you feel you may need help please speak to someone you trust, seek a Dr or your local holistic therapist/DoTerra advisor (for me personally, I found essential oils really helped lift my mood when I was feeling down).*

As a Spiritualist.

I’m not love & light all the time.

I do experience low moments (particularly when I’m entering that time of the month).

However yesterday I did experience low feelings similar to mild depression & I did think about suicide (I know 1000% I’d never take that path no matter what I encounter in my life).

Yesterday I felt alone, isolated, distant & genuinely stagnant.

I looked for Spiritual answers to the term ‘suicide’ and as many Spiritual beings know. If you decide to end your soul contract early, you’ll have to reincarnate & do the same lessons all over again.

So why give up?.
Why take that path?.
Especially when you’ve come so far in your life.

Yesterday I allowed myself to feel, heal & release those emotions.

I ended up writing myself a letter called ‘Dear Self’.
Writing everything out onto paper so I could re-visit/re-read it should I feel to.

Today I AM in a/feeling a sombre mood. I’ve called all my energy back & I’ve encased/cocooned myself in an invisible bubble.

I know full well not to dwell here for too long.

Inside I AM resting & recharging.

On the outside I am operating on pilot mode so my nervous system can recalibrate & rest.

I had a beautiful dream lastnight which reminded me of going home & there was a spiral abalone shell as a door handle.

I’d like to think in the dream I visited, that I went for healing.

Sometimes our experiences in this world can overwhelm us emotionally & sometimes we can get stuck in Fight or Flight mode. Unable to switch off due to being on high alert.

I know my serotonin levels are low right now (due to my Divine Feminine time of the month approaching). And this time I’m determined not to beat myself up over a brief few days of feeling ‘low’ due to rising & shifting hormone levels.

This is the time I tend to isolate myself & encase myself in a cocoon of self love, nurture & comfort. Whilst I allow myself space to breathe & recalibrate myself.

I’m not being anti social. I am focusing on navigating any emotions that may pop up.

I’ve noticed I feel very vulnerable this time of the month.

Which to me is a chance to heal & break cycles as it’s easier for me to cry it all out & dive deeper into the root cause.

I’m still retaining an open connection with my partner (whether I need cuddles, to vent, some advice or a new perspective).

Oddly enough these last few days, chocolate hasn’t taken the edge off the low serotonin levels 🤨😕.

I know it’s another cycle coming up to be felt, healed & released.

I AM grateful for my life & I don’t want to go home for another hundred years.

I know emotions/thoughts are fleeting.

It’s staying/dwelling in stagnant waters for too long which can drag you down.

Remember the only person standing between who you are & who you want to BEcome is YOU.

You are fully in control of your life.

It all starts with a thought/feeling then an action.

Also be mindful of what you watch (especially on FB as lately I’ve noticed they’re allowing alot of murder/cannibal stories to pop up on feeds. Which is quite worrying).

Guard your energy at all times & fully release all energies which are not your own.

Don’t allow those dark vibe entities to attach to your auric/emotional/energy field.

If you’re aware of the Dark narrative of 2019/2020 you’ll understand how much resistance & strength you’ll need.

A low moment isn’t the end of your journey, it is merely a stepping stone to wait on until the next stepping stone appears.

Metaphorically think of it like.

You’re waiting at a train station & you’re patiently waiting for the train to arrive.

Low moments are merely a stop.

They are not a destination.

Think of how far you’ve come on your journey already.

Isn’t it beautiful 💖🌍✨️

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

I Found HER. A Year Of Evolving Blog 24/05/2023

I felt to write a blog about Free Will.

A few months ago.

I was at a crossroads in regards to my relationship.

The thoughts i had at the time were….

“Does he still want to be together?”.

“Maybe this is the next step on a new path for me?”.

“Do I want to be with him?”.

“Can we make the relationship work?”.

“Can the relationship evolve together?”.

“Does he want to evolve?”.

I didn’t want to fight for it unless we both felt the same.

My reason for that was because I didn’t want to go against the laws of Free Will.

I didn’t want to put all of my energy into something if it was against what the person involved wanted/wished.

You see.

When I started my Spiritual Awakening Evolutionary Journey.

I would leak my energy.

I remember someone once saying “You have holes in your auric field where you are leaking energy”.

Draining myself.

Sometimes it was random things like people pleasing, saying yes when I wanted to say no, sending healing when it wasn’t asked for (same as advice/guidance/support).

I would put myself out there & before my awakening, I found myself in places where I wasn’t wanted/needed. Even when my 1st instinct wasn’t to go in the 1st place.

The amount of times I’d show up somewhere uninvited or would have a gutt instinct not to go there yet still go, are too many times to count on my fingers.

Metaphorically, I was probably leaking more energy than a burst water main.

I was also unknowingly at the time, taking on others energy (opinions, beliefs etc) thus losing my own voice & dimming my own divine light.

Meek & mild wallflower come to mind.

It’s taken me a long time to break the people pleasing/co dependancy cycle.

At least a year to break it along with the anxiety cycle alongside.

Back to the situation a few months ago.

I knew I wanted to be with my partner & once I knew he wanted to be with me that’s when I fought.

I spent the weekend building my energy, my focus, calling the Universe & my loved ones in Spirit closer & telling them my intention for the outcome.

On the Monday, I drove to the destination where the outcome would be.

I played high vibe motivational fight music (Mortal Kombat theme tune if you must know. The new version though).

I shielded myself in white & colourful light. I visualised my intended outcome.

I had my own Sovereign statement on me & made sure it was seen/heard by those in the room before I entered.

I walked tall into a room of strangers & fought.

I spoke.
I showed emotion without holding back the tears.
I focused on my breathing.
I calmed myself & slowed my heartrate to a steady beat.

I stood in my divine Sovereign power.

I radiated.

I spoke my voice & I was heard.

I stood tall/strong & I was seen.

When others had seen the power in me long ago.

I finally saw it for myself & knew how powerful I AM.

I walked out of the room with the intended outcome.

I walked tall.

I shone.

I radiated.

And I hope I left abit of Sovereign Sparkle so should another stand in the place i stood in that room full of strangers.

I hope they got the Divine Light outcome which they seeked.

That experience taught me so much.

And that’s why I will not help those around me, unless I am asked.

As I will not go against the Law of Free Will.

For me, those few days took alot of energy.
I spent a few days later yawning (releasing energy from the heart) & resting my mind, body & soul.

I also released all the energies which weren’t my own & call my divine energy back (which is a daily practice since someone told me over a year ago to do daily).

When I look back at who I was a year ago. I don’t recognise myself/that version of who I was.

I rarely get heart palpations now.

I’m rarely anxious.

I listen & trust my own intuition.

I listen to my body (eg- if there’s pain in an area what could be the emotional cause/thought pattern/what needs to be felt, healed & released).

I’m open with how I’m feeling with those closest to me.

I’ve also been paying particular attention to my Divine Feminine menstrual cycle (did you know PMS symptoms can happen upto 14days before your period? & some ladies have PMDD which is a more fierce form of PMS?).

Who knew hormones would play havoc during a Spiritual Awakening Evolutionary Journey 😅.

“No, you’re not low vibe darling for feeling anxious/sad/low. You’re merely hormonal”.

*Breathe*
*Feel*
*Heal*
*Release*
*Breathe*

Boundaries is another cycle which was another rollercoaster cycle to break.

One which I’m pleased to say has been implemented with surprising results.

I’m happy.

I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy & content in my own skin before.

I’m in competition with no one.

Whether it’s…….
Spiritually.
Financially.
Body weight/size/shape.
Comparing my life to others.

I’m content in my own lane on my Spiritual Awakening Journey.

I know those who are meant to be part of my life/Soul Tribe will be there 10000000% no matter the time/distance/place.

I know they will be there regardless & that they too are on their own divine spiritual journey.

I know for sure & I AM certain.

I have grown/changed/bloomed so much this past year.

And I AM grateful for all that I have learned.


As I have Found Myself.


Fully & Wholeheartedly.

I Love Who I AM.
I Know Who I AM.
I embrace, love, nurture, nourish, cherish, celebrate, comfort & support each & every aspect of myself.
And in doing so…….

I Stand in & CLAIM MY DIVINE SOVEREIGNTY & MY DIVINE POWER.

*******

And so just when she thought she was lost.
She found herself.
For she was who she had been looking for all along.

©KM2023

*******

Be Blessed.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

Where/Wear You’re Meant To BE 22/05/2023

Wherever you go.

Whatever you wear.

Your energy is needed there.

For me today, I’m dressed in a black/white floral skirt, black tank top, black cardigan & white trainers.

I’m wearing a black tourmaline & clear quartz necklace with the ankh cross.

Yesterday I was in blue denim shorts & a hot pink/fushia top.

Other days I’ve been in grey, white, yellow & multi colours top wise.

I woke up today feeling drawn to what to wear & where I was going.

For example if you’ve been craving to go to the beach for a while. That’s where you need to go.

That’s your soul’s calling.

And it will keep calling.

For me lately there have also been particular places where I don’t feel to go (due to the vulnerability of having to put my guard/defenses up).

I went to the beach last week. The sunshine & the sea was so refreshing after those long winter months with up & down weather forecasts.

Sometimes a change of scenery is what the soul craves.

Wherever your feet/soul takes you. You shine your divine radiant light & you leave sparkle shimmers wherever you tread.

It’s such a beautiful experience to have a Spiritual Awakening Evolutionary Journey.

Especially when you first wake up a few rabbit holes can feel so overwhelming, frustrating & at times scary.

The dark night of the soul can be a particularly rough ride.

Many may have heard the saying…….

Right place, right time.

You’re exactly where you’re meant to be.

Even though at times it can feel frustrating (you crave a new path).

You’ll get there.

After all…….

You’re here for a reason.

Keep going.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

Wherever you go.

Whatever you wear.

Your energy is needed there.

For me today, I’m dressed in a black/white floral skirt, black tank top, black cardigan & white trainers.

I’m wearing a black tourmaline & clear quartz necklace with the ankh cross.

Yesterday I was in blue denim shorts & a hot pink/fushia top.

Other days I’ve been in grey, white, yellow & multi colours top wise.

I woke up today feeling drawn to what to wear & where I was going.

For example if you’ve been craving to go to the beach for a while. That’s where you need to go.

That’s your soul’s calling.

And it will keep calling.

For me lately there have also been particular places where I don’t feel to go (due to the vulnerability of having to put my guard/defenses up).

I went to the beach last week. The sunshine & the sea was so refreshing after those long winter months with up & down weather forecasts.

Sometimes a change of scenery is what the soul craves.

Wherever your feet/soul takes you. You shine your divine radiant light & you leave sparkle shimmers wherever you tread.

It’s such a beautiful experience to have a Spiritual Awakening Evolutionary Journey.

Especially when you first wake up a few rabbit holes can feel so overwhelming, frustrating & at times scary.

The dark night of the soul can be a particularly rough ride.

Many may have heard the saying…….

Right place, right time.

You’re exactly where you’re meant to be.

Even though at times it can feel frustrating (you crave a new path).

You’ll get there.

After all…….

You’re here for a reason.

Keep going.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023


Boob Bandits Blog 21/05/2023

I’ve had a great week.

There has been sunshine, joy, gratitude & laughter.

Yet I’ve also been experiencing aches around my ribs & back.

Ladies you know that feeling when you take your bra off after a long day.

That freedom.

I didn’t notice until recently how much wearing a bra could affect your body.

I wear wire less bras.
I’ve also worn my everyday bras with an extender in.
Yet I still had those nerve/circulation twinges.

Yesterday I got to the point where I’d had enough.

Since when did bras become boob bandits.

Not just keeping your boobs held up from gravity, but also moulding & squeezing in your rib cage (thus messing with the natural circulation).

I was left with a red mark under my boobs where the band had been (despite also wearing a bra extender on the last setting).

I noticed how indented my body, particularly my skin had become.

So today I dug out 1 of my old maternity bras.
In a cup size up & on the last setting. Also loosening the bra straps down to the lowest setting.
I know there’s enough stretch in the band as I can get 3fingers under it.

Maybe that was what my body was trying to get my attention to (for however long I’ve been experiencing the feelings/nerve signals).

I feel supported yet free.

I’ve also realised lately how I’d rather dress in comfy clothes than too fitted/tight (to avoid feeling claustrophobic).

Yeah I’ve got stretch marks, fat, cellulite & the occasional spot on my face.

My boobs bounce when I run. My belly maybe noticeable at times. My boobs may sag when I try to lose an extra pound.

But my body is my body. It encases & protects my soul. My body is my sanctuary.

And I’m not going to dress up in clothes that are ‘all about the next hype’.

My body has got me through so much. Why would I want to dress my body to fit a stereotype.

So to all my Soul Sisters out there.

Love who you are.
Cuddle your curves.
Embrace your goddess bodies.
Nourish & nurture yourself.
Love yourself.

Don’t try to force yourself into a stereotypical mould.

Break the fucking mould!.

You bring new souls onto Great Mother Gaia.
Some may decide to skip that role & may become a role model to another.
Aunt.
Best friend.
Teacher.
Holistic practitioner.
Etc.

Love who you are.

If you wanna dress up as a multi coloured zebra, you go girl.

Harm none.

The Universe needs beautiful souls like you to stand in your Divine Sovereignty & in doing so you raise the Divine Feminine energy for the collective/Great Mother Gaia, that has been suppressed for so long.

See your stretch marks as silver tiger stripes.
See your scars as battles that you have overcome.
See your flaws/imperfections as unique works of art.
See those tears that you have shed as shedding who you no longer are & renewing/evolving.

You are a Goddess.

It’s time you started treating yourself as such.
&…..
Fundamentally loving, nurturing, nourishing & standing in your Divine Sovereignty.

Own your power.
Stand in it.
And radiate in it like a glowing/radiant Goddess.

Crying doesn’t make you weak. It’s a release from all the BS you’ve been holding in inside for too long.

Raising your voice isn’t being problematic. It’s setting boundaries & having the courage to be crystal clear on what you need (especially if you’ve been quiet for so long).

Dressing in a Feminine way doesn’t make you a target for unwanted attention. It’s society’s stereotypes that is the problem.

Traditional ways sometimes don’t work in an every changing/evolving world.

The Divines (Divine Masculine & Divine Feminine) are meant to work in harmony.

Not 1 sided, narrow minded views/assumptions/expectations.

There has to be balance.
There needs to be.
Because if 1 of the Divines is out of sync/alignment.
Then so is the other.

Drop the Ego & listen to your Soul.

It’s ok to feel your emotions.
It’s ok to express them (as long as it doesn’t hurt another).
It’s ok to start over in each & every moment.

No one said evolution was easy.

Yet here you are…….

Breaking cycles, healing trauma, setting boundaries, listening to your intuition, taking deep breathes & being mindful in all situations OBserving not ABsorbing like an ascended master pausing before acting.

YOU’VE GOT THIS.

REMEMBER as we shift, heal & evolve ourselves. So too does the collective consciousness of Humanity.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

Bottled Tears Blog 09/05/2023

I’m starting to under the difference between the Divine Feminine & The Dive Masculine aspects of myself.

I’ve taken a few weeks of self care to find my centre & find some clarity.

I’m sitting here writing with eye strained eyes from crying.

Today I broke down due to feeling overwhelmed by the day’s events. From being around someone who never hears me to having to deal with a busted washing machine at home (I gave up trying to call the helpline as I’d had enough of listening to a robot & the music loop due to waiting).

I realised I was the 1 who was always trying to hold things together.

It brought me back to remembering my last reading when a reader told me she could see a little of my Divine Masculine shadow.

Yes, I am a strong woman.

But I don’t want to be strong all the time.
I don’t want to make all the decisions/planning.
I don’t want to judge my day all the time & jumping from 1 thing onto the next (It makes me feel like a stop/start engine & it’s very draining).
I don’t want to be sporadic/spontaneous all the time.
I don’t want to always be in the drivers seat.

I want to feel peace (I desire it).
I want someone else to make some of the decisions.
I want to be able to rest, reflect & genuinely chill out before I eventually burn out (due to cortisol running through my system daily).
I want a decent night’s sleep instead of waking up through the night (it would also be nice to switch off mentally before bed also).

I woke up feeling great today. Sleepy but great. Then in later moments, things went to shit.

I’m not depressed. I have allowed my tears to flow instead of bottling them up. I just felt so overwhelmed with trying to hold things together.

I even wore some mascara & lipstick before I went out for a pick me up due to feeling tired.

Honestly right now…..

I just want someone to wrap me in a fluffy blanket & cuddle me whilst I cried.

I know how I’m feeling in this moment is a test & it’s merely shedding a layer of who I no longer am.

I’ve been allowing my Divine Feminine side to come out via choice of clothes & make up ideas.

But allowing myself to cry freely has been a hard one.

Growing up crying was always seen as a sensitive weakness. So you bottled it up, swallowed your tears & “just carried on”.

I’ve realised in these moments, it wasn’t healthy.
I was bottling up tears.
Tears of trauma.
Tears of anger.
Tears of frustration.
Tears of pain.
Tears of rage.
Tears of depression/sorrow/loss.
Tears of resentment/regrets.

And as those years went on, so too did the bottling up of tears.

Until 1 day there’s an explosion due to the slightest trigger.

Then BOOM!

Tidalwave of tears.

You weren’t healing, you were holding onto emotions like a hot rock (getting burned in the process) & not feeling & flowing with them then releasing them. Like a flower petal flowing down the river/stream.

I’m very vocal & open lately with people around me.

Yet sometimes they still can’t hear me (different frequencies).

Then when I start to raise my voice (as I wasn’t listened to the 1st few times & the electric wired fence of a boundary kept being activated) that’s when things got messy.

I’ve also noticed a rumble of a roar in my voice when a boundary was crossed (repeatedly) even when I’m setting a boundary politely.

I’d like to think it was my higher self coming in to enforce with magic.

I learnt long ago from a friend who said “if you keep focusing on it, it will manifest” (that was in regards to heart palpations & she was right).

So I’ve learned to flow/feel through/breathe through each & every emotion/thought without attachment.

When you’ve spent so much of your life building walls to protect yourself (protection built from the Divine Masculine aspect of yourself).

It can feel hard to let those walls down as you’ve relied on yourself for so long.

Your skin is strong like armour on the outside.

But on the inside you’re squishy & cuddly.

In truth, I don’t find it easy to let others get to close to me as I’m used to being on my own (whether that be friendships/relationships that drifted apart).

After a while you get used to your own solitude.

And at times it can be peaceful.

Yet others Fucking Lonely as Fuck.

I don’t want to be some titanium mega bitch.

I don’t want to be strong all the time.

For once, I’d like someone to hold me, fight for me, have my back like I would do for them.

I’m beginning to think/feel it’s knowing which aspect to use/feel/be as & when you feel to (do I embrace my inner Divine Feminine in this moment?, or should I turn to my inner Divine Masculine for guidance in this moment?).

I don’t want to think too much into it as I have a thing about over analysing things at times 😅. Those who have known me for the last 3years regarding my Spiritual Awakening Journey can attest to that 🤣.

Weirdly & oddly, I’m feeling much better after writing this blog. Although the fluffy blanket cuddle still feels like a good idea.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

The Dance Of The Divines 04/05/2023

I feels like ages since I last wrote a blog & I felt inspired to write one today.

The last few weeks I’ve been allowing my Divine Feminine to come out. From dressing myself in more floral clothes to wearing dresses & skirts.

Growing up I was always self conscious about my body.

Particularly my chest as I always felt self conscious of that particular part as I felt when I was speaking to a man that would be the 1st thing they would look at. I got into the habit of hiding/covering up that body part as it felt very sexualised.

Growing up I was a Tom Boy (jeans & shirt) you’d rarely see me in dresses/skirts.

Over time, my dress sense became like a wallflower not wanting to draw attention & to protect myself.

I remember a dream I had in March/April. Where I saw my Divine Masculine (who my Masculine side/aspect was). My Divine Masculine was/is fierce, protective, commutative & understanding. Ready to jump to my defense when the sense is there.

I had a reading in March & even the reader picked up on my divine Masculine shadow.

Over the past weeks since the reading. I’ve realised so much. Where I’d been stuck in the cycle of dressing to guard myself (covering up).

Apart from my make up choices, I haven’t been allowing my Divine Feminine to come out.

Metaphorically she had become like a Queen in a tower.
Shielded from the world.
Fiercely protected at all times.

Over the past few weeks I’ve slowly let my guard down & allowed myself (without feeling self conscious) to dress more freely.

Some may remember that stigma years ago (or some may even remember it growing up) of skirts being too short or blouse/shirt buttons showing off too much. As it may draw unwanted attention.

When we live in a world of uniqueness & beauty.
That unwanted attention shouldn’t have been present in the first place & that disgusting behaviour shouldn’t be brushed off or ignored.

A woman should be able to dress as freely as she dances.

Without the fear of unwanted attention.

Spiritually the Divine Feminine has been suppressed for millennia. Women were seen as inferior to Men. But that’s all about to change.

Now is the time.

She Stands.
She Roars.
She Dances.
She’s Free.

Both the Divine Feminine & Masculine will dance together in harmony.

Whilst the Divine Feminine freely expresses who she is. Her divine Masculine will guard & protect her but not overly protect her like a warden.

They will dance in unison & the world will become a brighter & lighter place (both physically, spiritually & energetically).

Become who you came here to BE.

Do no harm to others.

Set boundaries.

Let your creativity flow.

Dance freely in the rain/moonlight/around the fire/on a beach.

See the beauty in the world as well as when you look at your own reflection.

Speak your beautiful unique voice.

Sing your Sovereign Song.

As when you truly BEcome who you came here to BE.

You’ll raise your frequency, you’ll shift those around you, the shift will happen & the world will become a magical place

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

Timelines (Past, Present & Future) 26/04/2023

Sitting here by my electric heater & reflecting.

I’m reflecting on how many years have passed since a loved one passed on into the physical realm.

Then it came to me.

Timelines.

By being born, we became part of their timeline.

Just as their physical timeline in this realm has ended.
Ours continues.
It continues with their love, wisdom, comfort & support.

We constantly jump timelines.

Whether by looking back at memories (past).

Thinking & BEing present in the moment.

Or forward planning (future).

Our thoughts, emotions & actions are powerful & potent as they infuse the timeline/moment we’re current/presently in.

Energy.
Frequency.
Vibration.

Just as our voice carries a tone.
The Vibration of the words we speak.

Our emotions.
The Energy our emotions contain.

Our thoughts.
The Frequency of our thoughts (whether high vibe or low vibe).

Our actions.
The Energy Alchemist/Master of our reality. Like an energy healer weaving the fine details into a masterpiece of healing energy.

We chose our reality.

You can either let 1 low moment early on in the day ruin the rest of it.

Or you can decide to be optimistic & find joy & gratitude in each moment after.

We’re constantly jumping timelines by each thought, feeling & action.

Just as we walked timelines with our loved ones who passed into Spirit.

The Love felt remains the same.

Just because they are no longer here physically. Doesn’t mean they ever left you Spiritually. Your loved ones are always with you.

Even when it felt like such a small time you were together physically.

You were never alone.

Just as you were once an egg carried in you Grand Mothers womb when she was carrying your Mother in hers.

We are all connected by our ancestors long after they’ve passed as the connection of Love never dies.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

Dedicated To A Guardian Angel 26/04/2023

Its crazy how the years/time passes. Yet you can remember a moment like it was yesterday. Like the event was frozen in time & etched into your memory.

Though the physical vessel of those we loved is no longer here. The love we feel is felt in both the physical & spiritual realms.

Love never lessens, it intensifies.

It can be felt in both.

By the tears we shed (water energy & the potency).
The love we feel in our hearts (that sacred centre energy).
The smiles we beam when we remember a happy memory (joy & happiness high vibe energy) & love (the most powerful energy of all next to enlightenment & gratitude).

Our loved ones may have left the physical realm. But they never left you.

Speak to them (whether by thought or spoken word).
Ask for guidance (you’ll either intuitively know the answer or you can ask for a sign).
You’ll feel them (warmth or goosebumps) you can ask them to touch you (eg- arm, hand, shoulder).

They never left. Neither did the love.

Spirits aren’t contained in churches.

They’re all around.

Like a loved one told me long ago when he was doing tarot readings “the Spiritual Realm is a few inches above ours”.

Spirits are all around.

Your loved ones never left you.

Whether you talk to them daily in your own home or visit the place where they are on sacred ground. Or whether you prefer to go to a church/temple.

They are always with you.

And the love never died.

It became a connection between both realms.

*****Personal*****

I love you. I know you never left. I know you’re closely by your 3 children & watch over them. I know you’re close by advising & guiding those who seek your help & whom go to your children for help. I know your wisdom is passed on though each word they speak & each person they help.

You helped me long ago & I’ve never forgotten the guidance, support, love, wisdom & the face you must of made when I was cutting single string beans instead of cutting them in a bunch 😅. Or the time I told you I went without heating for 2weeks instead of changing a battery. I still remember you even when someone is seeking advice. I can remember what you’d say “I told you!” when I went against your advice 😅. Many lessons were learned.

I haven’t been to visit your sacred spot where you are in the Earth even after all these years. Even thinking about visiting brings tears to my eyes. I know you’re close by & the wisdom/guidance will always be with me.

I love you *R* thank you for everything. Thank you for being my Guardian Angel during a time of crisis in my life. I became strong because I learned from a strong woman 💖YOU💖.

And I know deep in my heart your children will flourish in life as they had you as a loving & strong mother. Your blood flows through them just as your wisdom, knowledge & love does.

I love you.

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Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

Chucking The Clock Out Blog 15/04/2023

I’ve been very quiet as of late due to a few things clicking into place.

I’ve had a week of realisations & seeing cycles which will be broken.

I’ve been pondering & meaning to write this blog for the past week as I’ve felt inspired to.

I found myself this week longing & chasing the next moment (waiting for my partner to finish work & come home). I noticed myself counting down the hours from 5hrs til he finishes to 2hrs then to 1 hr then 15minutes.

Then I thought………

What had I been doing with the full 8hrs since he’d been away?.

Other than the usual day to day tasks.

What had I actually been doing?.

8hours is a long time to do the day to day tasks then sit & watch TV.

It’s got me thinking in these moments that once the day to day tasks had been done. That I could of been doing something more productive instead of watching the clock every so often.

It’s the same theory when it comes to looking back at the past.

How many times have each of us looked back at happier past memories?.

I wonder how much time we’ve spent looking back or forward instead of being present in the linear time space which we’re currently present in.

Will we look back fondly at the moments we clock watched or will we be more productive in each new moment.

As the old saying goes *Time flies by when you’re having fun*

By all means get the everyday tasks out the way but make time/moments of joy, creativity, wonder, learning new skills, meditation, mindfullness, exercise, spend time with your loved ones, go for a walk in Great Mother Gaia etc.

Time isn’t linear.

In this moment.
This now moment.
This present moment.
This moment of BEing.

What will you create?.

What will you look back fondly on in later moments.

Will you look back at a memory which happened years ago?.
Or will you look back with pride & joy over a moment you experienced that very same day?.

Taking your family/yourself out for the day in the sunshine.

Or will you agonise over what you wish you could of done differently.

The choice is up to you.

For me, I’ve decided to go about each new moment with a brighter out look with high vibes sprinkled in.

The wonder of each new moment which is before us.

What a marvellous state of BEing.

As a dear one has said “We’re exactly where we’re meant to BE”.

I Love You.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

The Lows & The Highs Blog 05/04/2023

As very few are aware (many may have noticed due to my silence on social media).

I had a few difficult days last week which ultimately came to the point which I stood in my Sovereignty & spoke my truth in front of a room of strangers & fought to be heard & seen.

I was told in a reading a few weeks ago about who I AM & in those moments, as my voice quaked as I spoke & the tears fell freely from my eyes. I knew who I was & I surrounded myself in Light throughout.

I drove to the place listening to Mortal Kombat (new theme) song as I gathered my strength & reminded myself Who I AM.

At the place I envisaged what had happened a few with prior with the Light Spiral. And I’d like to believe I left some light there for others to stand up & speak their truth.

I needed to be seen.
I needed to be heard.

It all happened 3days prior.
A sentence was spoken in a moment of anger & action was taken.
Action which lead to 3days of chasing (messages & phonecalls).
3days of separation.
Day 3 was when I put my feelings into a 2 & a half page paragraph.
Day 4 was when I stood in my power & spoke my truth.

I needed to be seen.
I needed to be heard.

As some may know. I hardly cry. But on day 4 (and those 3days prior). I allowed those tears to fall freely even in a room of complete strangers.

I wasn’t afraid of my face going red, my eyes going puffy or crying.

I was more concerned about not being seen & heard.

It solidified my relationship.

I gave up daydreaming, watching series’ on TV, wasting time on petty things.

My focus was solely on the outcome of Day 4.

The amount of times I spoke to the Universe those days & prayed for the outcome I seeked.

I knew what the outcome would be on day 2 as that’s when the Spiritual chills reminded me of Who I AM.

I then knew how I needed to proceed going forward.

I firmly believe had I not written out the paragraph, taken it with me & been at the place physically. Another outcome (one which I didn’t want) might have played out & that would lead to more heartache & separation.

I’ve been quiet these past few days as I was in battle mode & learning my power (to actually believe in Who I AM).

Since the outcome of day 4. I’ve been reconnecting with my partner & starting a new chapter.

Alot has changed in the space of 4days. I don’t feel the same as I once was.
I know Who I AM & I fully & wholeheartedly believe in myself.
I’ve been moving my body, dancing, healing myself & playing with my own energy balls of light (if you’re familiar with the term energy balls you’ll know what I mean. The practice is also used in Tai Chi).

Tonight I had a salt bath & reconnected with myself whilst looking at my hair dance in the water as I rested my 3rd eye on the surface of the water & slowed my breathing as I was so relaxed.

I spent 4days with cortisol running through my bloodstream as the tears fell freely from my eyes. My muscles ached from the stress which was etched into my skin from the tightening of emotions.

I’ve spent the last 3days on a dopamine & oxytocin high. And honestly I’m reluctant to come down. So I’m going to fully enjoy these moments as they unfold.

I know Who I AM.
I know I’m a force of Nature.
I know I’m a Sovereign Universal BEing.

And I fully believe in myself wholeheartedly.

And ultimately……..

I will never doubt myself again.

Wherever you are in the world/Great Mother Gaia. I hope you have a blessed day/night.

©KM2023

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