Brutally Honest Healing Poems & 3 Day Blog 11/07/2022

***********Poem-1************ I’ve been……..Colouring.Painting.Drawing.Writing.Yet no matter what i do.I can’t seem to out run the feeling.This has been 1 of the lowest moments.I’ve experienced.No number of distractions.Are kick starting the healing.I’m stone faced.Blank.Numb.I’ve had many moments, yet i can’t seem to shift this one.Lost.Can’t seem to find my way.Circle after cycle.Can’t seem to navigate myself evenContinue reading “Brutally Honest Healing Poems & 3 Day Blog 11/07/2022”

Thank You For The Chat Blog 29/05/2022

I’ve just had a beautiful chat with someone i haven’t spoken to in a while. I was told something that would of normally triggered me into making a phone call, asking questions & trying to arrange plans (old behavioural patterns). However today, in that moment, i took a step back & observed. I was essentiallyContinue reading “Thank You For The Chat Blog 29/05/2022”

Babygirl Poem 27/12/2021

*I wrote this on 27/12/2021. I’ve been deciding whether to publish & i feel now is the right time. I Love You (hopefully you know who you are).* Not sure how i feel today.At a crossroads of holding on, or letting you walk away.We’ve been here many times before.A bond we once had, now seemsContinue reading “Babygirl Poem 27/12/2021”

Facing Fears From Years Gone By Poem *E* 22/04/2022

*This poem is about someone very special to me. A part of my heart that was taken long ago. You’ve never got to see the real me due to me feeling vulnerable. I admit I haven’t been the best & there will always be memories i wish i could go back & change. I’m facingContinue reading “Facing Fears From Years Gone By Poem *E* 22/04/2022”

An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022

I was asked a question. “How much effort do you put into creating such a wonderful informed website?”. The truth is some of the songs/poems were wrote in my early teen years. I merely dug out old song/poem books from my youth, decided which ones to put on the website & publish them. The hopeContinue reading “An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022”

Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022

Everyone’s got a version of you in their head. You’ve even got a version if how you see yourself. Which most people don’t know about. The best thing is people sometimes don’t know who you really are. They might have memories of you, heard hearsay/gossip. Even someone really close to you doesn’t know 100% ofContinue reading “Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022”

Blame it on me Poem 12/02/2022

Just…………Blame it all on me…….When the sky turns grey…….Blame it on me….When things don’t your way….Blame it on me…….Whenever you feel pain…….Blame it on me, Time & time again…..When the world feels rough……Blame it on me……..When you don’t feel tough…..Blame it on me……Argued with someone else…Blame it on me…….Can’t seem to change yourself….Just blame itContinue reading “Blame it on me Poem 12/02/2022”

Reflecting Blog 23/01/2022

Felt the urge to write………. Do you ever sit back & take a long look at your life. Only to fully understand why things turned out the way they did?. I’ve spent the last few days looking back & deep thinking over a few things that didn’t work out. I went through a few daysContinue reading “Reflecting Blog 23/01/2022”

Rising New Day Poem 21/01/2022

Focused on the future…..Yet, remembering the past…..Growing.Changing.Evolving.Wondering how long a low moment will last?.Not who i used to be.1 step closer to, whom I’m yet to become.Back & forth between memories.Like bouncing from stepping stones. One by One.3steps forward, yet head looks back.Like looking at an imperfect crack.Flaws & faults.Mistakes & regrets.Will the mind everContinue reading “Rising New Day Poem 21/01/2022”

Mum Poem 13/12/2021

Dedicated to my one & only mum. We’ve had our ups & downs. But i wouldn’t change you for the world. I Love You Crazy Lady. I don’t wanna be/ain’t mad at you, for the way things went down.I know you only raised me, the best way, you know how.I know growing up, i wasn’tContinue reading “Mum Poem 13/12/2021”