Thank You For The Chat Blog 29/05/2022

I’ve just had a beautiful chat with someone i haven’t spoken to in a while. I was told something that would of normally triggered me into making a phone call, asking questions & trying to arrange plans (old behavioural patterns). However today, in that moment, i took a step back & observed. I was essentiallyContinue reading “Thank You For The Chat Blog 29/05/2022”

Message to self Blog 07/04/2022

Message to self. Overthinking is what is bringing you unhappiness. You have a tendency to overthink certain situations (dreams, how loved one’s might react etc). It’s time to let go & go with the flow. You can only control how YOU react & how YOU respond. You’ve wasted so many years overthinking & in doingContinue reading “Message to self Blog 07/04/2022”

An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022

I was asked a question. “How much effort do you put into creating such a wonderful informed website?”. The truth is some of the songs/poems were wrote in my early teen years. I merely dug out old song/poem books from my youth, decided which ones to put on the website & publish them. The hopeContinue reading “An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022”

Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022

Everyone’s got a version of you in their head. You’ve even got a version if how you see yourself. Which most people don’t know about. The best thing is people sometimes don’t know who you really are. They might have memories of you, heard hearsay/gossip. Even someone really close to you doesn’t know 100% ofContinue reading “Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022”

Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022

*I feel i was guided to write this today. A loved one appeared in a dream lastnight. I have a feeling someone might need to see this. I could be wrong. Only take what resonates.* Waking up from a dream where loved ones appear….. Do you ever just sit & think…….. I wish you wereContinue reading “Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022”

Another Year Older Poem 30/01/2022

Another year older.Another year wiser.Although the past week, i felt like a failure.So many times.We compare our lives to others.So many times.We’ve raced eachother.In truth the paths we take, are never ever straight.They wind, they twist, they turn.Sometimes the wrong choices, can leave a mental burn.Sometimes we’re living it up, on a high.Sometimes we hitContinue reading “Another Year Older Poem 30/01/2022”

Reflecting Blog 23/01/2022

Felt the urge to write………. Do you ever sit back & take a long look at your life. Only to fully understand why things turned out the way they did?. I’ve spent the last few days looking back & deep thinking over a few things that didn’t work out. I went through a few daysContinue reading “Reflecting Blog 23/01/2022”

Rising New Day Poem 21/01/2022

Focused on the future…..Yet, remembering the past…..Growing.Changing.Evolving.Wondering how long a low moment will last?.Not who i used to be.1 step closer to, whom I’m yet to become.Back & forth between memories.Like bouncing from stepping stones. One by One.3steps forward, yet head looks back.Like looking at an imperfect crack.Flaws & faults.Mistakes & regrets.Will the mind everContinue reading “Rising New Day Poem 21/01/2022”

Limbo Poem 27/12/2021

I’m sitting here crying.Even i don’t know why.Old emotions resurfacing.Overthinking as to why.Feeling the pain.As if it were yesterday.Nearly 10years ago.I still remember that day.An anniversary of heartache.Which i wish i could forget.Deep sadness & sorrow.Tied with longing regret.Hindsight a stalking, nagging bitch.Emotions flared with an anxious twitch.Why am i feeling this way?I do notContinue reading “Limbo Poem 27/12/2021”

2Min Pick Me Up Poem 26/12/2021

Oh weary & tired soul.You’ve been through so much.So much pain, frustration & sorrow.So many tears you have weeped.At times, you’ve found it hard to sleep.Mind racing, unable to switch off.Sometimes you’ve wondered, if you’re enough.You go through phases, like the moon at night.Sometimes you wonder, if you’ll win this fight.Sometimes you shed, but aContinue reading “2Min Pick Me Up Poem 26/12/2021”