Evolved *ALOT of Swearing* Blog 30/01/2023

*Contains alot of swearing* Sitting here & felt inspired to blog. I’ve learnt a lot these past few years & especially this past month. I’m beginning to fully know & realise. Who was there for me.Who was there for that chapter.& Who never was there for me. It really hit me hard over the lastContinue reading “Evolved *ALOT of Swearing* Blog 30/01/2023”

Twin Flames & 144 Blog 24/01/2023

I wanted to blog about the Twin Flame phenomenon that some may be encountering/may have encountered on their Spiritual Awakening Journey. Twin Flames are halves of the same soul. The connection can feel intense. For me, I experienced a few moments of craziness. I started dreaming of someone in 2020. I initially brushed it offContinue reading “Twin Flames & 144 Blog 24/01/2023”

The Last 7/8Days Blog 14/01/2023

So as many of you might be wondering……. ‘Where’s she gone? Where’s the next blog?’. Well here’s blog number 2 of today. As some of you may be aware, I’ve been struggling with anxiety for the past 3years (heart palpations which triggered the anxiety). Well you’ll be pleased to know I haven’t touched the prescribedContinue reading “The Last 7/8Days Blog 14/01/2023”

Family Tree Blog 14/01/2023

A dear one told me “as you write, you’re healing”. So here’s the blog I’ve been putting off for so long. A wound which opens, no matter how many times I think I’ve healed it. Families. The pattern in mine is whenever the grandparents pass so too does the ties with the rest of theContinue reading “Family Tree Blog 14/01/2023”

Breakdown -to- Breakthrough Blog 06/01/2023

It takes me a long time til I feel I’ve reached that breaking point. I go a while facing ups & downs. Building myself back together piece by piece each time. Tonight I’ve reached that breaking point.I found a corner of my front room where I can hide, cuddled a pillow & cried my eyesContinue reading “Breakdown -to- Breakthrough Blog 06/01/2023”

24hrs (Energy & Palms) Blog 06/01/2023

I wanted to share a moment I had yesterday whilst I was sitting waiting to be seen at the Drs. A man was talking to the receptionist saying he needed to see a specific doctor as the Dr was aware of his condition. The man was feeling dizzy & had hearing loss. The receptionist wasn’tContinue reading “24hrs (Energy & Palms) Blog 06/01/2023”

If You Were Here Poem 04/01/2023

I wrote this poem before I left for work in the early moments of today. It was written for a loved one who passed on too soon many years ago on the 4th January. If you were here….Maybe things wouldn’t of played out as the did.If you were here….You could be held, instead you areContinue reading “If You Were Here Poem 04/01/2023”

24/12/2022 Christmas Epiphany Blog

This blog is taken from a private diary entry which I wrote…….. Saturday 24/12/2022. I had a heart palp earlier & said ‘my name’ over & over in my head. I cried then I focused on my centre.My sacred space.My heart.And I realised why so many have a ‘fear’ of death.Love.Love for those who weContinue reading “24/12/2022 Christmas Epiphany Blog”

With Each Beat Blog 16/12/2022

I felt the urge to write this blog. As some know I have been feeling anxious these last couple of weeks. Now some may be asking… “What have you got to be anxious about?”. Like it’s become a competition or you’ve possibly felt your thoughts/feelings are irrational when compared to someone else’s life. At timesContinue reading “With Each Beat Blog 16/12/2022”

Reflecting On Yesterday’s Moments 13/12/2022

Whilst I’m lying in bed.Comfy & cosy.I feel to reflect on yesterday’s moments. I woke up.Got dressed.Headed out on a walk to see how bad the ice/snow was to drive in.Cleared the snow off my car.Went to work.Heart palpitation.Anxiety triggered.Finished work.Came home.Rang NHS.Call back go to A&E.Was seen & ecg done.Went to ACU.Bloods taken.Red facedContinue reading “Reflecting On Yesterday’s Moments 13/12/2022”