Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I was feel-ing- low, stressed, anxious, frustrated & angry. What had lead me to those moments was a build up of stored emotions (past trauma behaviour/patterns as well as present moments yesterday). What triggered me was a cycle of behaviour. Feel-in-gs of…… 1) not feeling listened to/having toContinue reading “Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022”

Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022

Everyone’s got a version of you in their head. You’ve even got a version if how you see yourself. Which most people don’t know about. The best thing is people sometimes don’t know who you really are. They might have memories of you, heard hearsay/gossip. Even someone really close to you doesn’t know 100% ofContinue reading “Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022”

Blame it on me Poem 12/02/2022

Just…………Blame it all on me…….When the sky turns grey…….Blame it on me….When things don’t your way….Blame it on me…….Whenever you feel pain…….Blame it on me, Time & time again…..When the world feels rough……Blame it on me……..When you don’t feel tough…..Blame it on me……Argued with someone else…Blame it on me…….Can’t seem to change yourself….Just blame itContinue reading “Blame it on me Poem 12/02/2022”

Stress….. What’s the f**king point Blog 08/02/2022

Sitting here……. Thinking……. As we go through the school years. Some are told to stand up for themselves. “Stand your ground”, “Stand up for yourself”. Like everytime there’s a confrontation We’re expected to rise, show up & stand our ground. Yet it isn’t until some years later that we realise we didn’t have to showContinue reading “Stress….. What’s the f**king point Blog 08/02/2022”

Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022

*I feel i was guided to write this today. A loved one appeared in a dream lastnight. I have a feeling someone might need to see this. I could be wrong. Only take what resonates.* Waking up from a dream where loved ones appear….. Do you ever just sit & think…….. I wish you wereContinue reading “Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022”

Another Year Older Poem 30/01/2022

Another year older.Another year wiser.Although the past week, i felt like a failure.So many times.We compare our lives to others.So many times.We’ve raced eachother.In truth the paths we take, are never ever straight.They wind, they twist, they turn.Sometimes the wrong choices, can leave a mental burn.Sometimes we’re living it up, on a high.Sometimes we hitContinue reading “Another Year Older Poem 30/01/2022”

Limbo Poem 27/12/2021

I’m sitting here crying.Even i don’t know why.Old emotions resurfacing.Overthinking as to why.Feeling the pain.As if it were yesterday.Nearly 10years ago.I still remember that day.An anniversary of heartache.Which i wish i could forget.Deep sadness & sorrow.Tied with longing regret.Hindsight a stalking, nagging bitch.Emotions flared with an anxious twitch.Why am i feeling this way?I do notContinue reading “Limbo Poem 27/12/2021”

2Min Pick Me Up Poem 26/12/2021

Oh weary & tired soul.You’ve been through so much.So much pain, frustration & sorrow.So many tears you have weeped.At times, you’ve found it hard to sleep.Mind racing, unable to switch off.Sometimes you’ve wondered, if you’re enough.You go through phases, like the moon at night.Sometimes you wonder, if you’ll win this fight.Sometimes you shed, but aContinue reading “2Min Pick Me Up Poem 26/12/2021”

Last Christmas Poem 25/12/2021

*Sometimes in life. It takes a long time to finally admit that things aren’t working. In this case, a relationship. Long years together yet we’ve been drifting apart. The short row this morning made it clear. We’re not meant to be together. And despite me launching this site in July 2021. You’re properly never goingContinue reading “Last Christmas Poem 25/12/2021”

I Cried……. Blog 13/12/2021

Well…… I’ve just had a cry….. I saw a post earlier that triggered me…… So i let it all out…. I let all the tears flow & fall from my eyes & wiped them on my jumper….. I let my emotions out into the universe & spoke how i felt…… I allowed myself to cry,Continue reading “I Cried……. Blog 13/12/2021”