Instagram Mini Blog 17/07/2022

When i was advised to Focus On Myself a month ago. I really didn’t like it. I went through feel-in-gs of…. Sadness.Loss.Loneliness.Isolation.Mild depression.Up & down moods.Grief at evolving connections. I went through a few moments of abandonment (& that’s when the ‘Victimhood’ persona/shadow was screaming in my face). I genuinely felt lost & deeply alone.Continue reading “Instagram Mini Blog 17/07/2022”

I Found *ME* Blog 23/06/2022

Lying here just back from holiday. Trying to figure out how to word this blog………. It’s like……… When you go on holiday for a week………. You go feel-in-g lost……. You spend some time in your head figuring things out…….. You have amazing moments (swimming whilst bonfire heart by James Blunt is playing & you’re soContinue reading “I Found *ME* Blog 23/06/2022”

Calling ME In Poem 07/06/2022

I’m calling you in.I’m bringing you back.You & I are merging.And that’s a fact.A bond since the very beginning.Although forgotten over lifetimes, never ending.I AM you.You are ME.Forged in eternity.Skills learned.But never forgotten.Buried deep within, the Subconscious.Lifetimes we went through lessons galore.When each one was mastered, we asked for more.Coming back.Again & Again.To help GreatContinue reading “Calling ME In Poem 07/06/2022”

Beauty’s Within Poem 03/06/2022

No make up.Passed giving a fuck.No filter.Not pushing my luck.Feeling good.In my own skin.Gave up long ago.Trying to fit in.My cheeks are rosy.From smiling today.Fuck the concealer.I’ve put it away.Chilling in my joggers.High vibing away.People can save their opinions.For another day.Letting my skin breathe.Keeping it clean.No hidden toxic chemicals sinking in me.Resting when i wanna.ListeningContinue reading “Beauty’s Within Poem 03/06/2022”

Fully Embracing Who I AM Blog 01/05/2022

Last few days I’ve been experiencing stomach aches (See the image regarding stomach pains from Julia Cannon’s Soul Speak book). Yesterday i was having abit of a wobble (overthinking if i was a friend or just an acquaintance to someone in my life). It reminded me of a chat i had with one of myContinue reading “Fully Embracing Who I AM Blog 01/05/2022”

Message to self Blog 07/04/2022

Message to self. Overthinking is what is bringing you unhappiness. You have a tendency to overthink certain situations (dreams, how loved one’s might react etc). It’s time to let go & go with the flow. You can only control how YOU react & how YOU respond. You’ve wasted so many years overthinking & in doingContinue reading “Message to self Blog 07/04/2022”

Limbo Poem 27/12/2021

I’m sitting here crying.Even i don’t know why.Old emotions resurfacing.Overthinking as to why.Feeling the pain.As if it were yesterday.Nearly 10years ago.I still remember that day.An anniversary of heartache.Which i wish i could forget.Deep sadness & sorrow.Tied with longing regret.Hindsight a stalking, nagging bitch.Emotions flared with an anxious twitch.Why am i feeling this way?I do notContinue reading “Limbo Poem 27/12/2021”

Abit About Me Blog 19/12/2021

*******Free Spirit******* I wanted to do an intro & give you a glimpse into who i am. I’m Spiritual. (No, not the stereotype of getting on my knees & praying each night or going to church). I think I’ve said the word Fuck more times than I’ve actually prayed lol. There’s certain bits from religionsContinue reading “Abit About Me Blog 19/12/2021”