Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I was feel-ing- low, stressed, anxious, frustrated & angry. What had lead me to those moments was a build up of stored emotions (past trauma behaviour/patterns as well as present moments yesterday). What triggered me was a cycle of behaviour. Feel-in-gs of…… 1) not feeling listened to/having toContinue reading “Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022”

Brutally Honest Healing Poems & 3 Day Blog 11/07/2022

***********Poem-1************ I’ve been……..Colouring.Painting.Drawing.Writing.Yet no matter what i do.I can’t seem to out run the feeling.This has been 1 of the lowest moments.I’ve experienced.No number of distractions.Are kick starting the healing.I’m stone faced.Blank.Numb.I’ve had many moments, yet i can’t seem to shift this one.Lost.Can’t seem to find my way.Circle after cycle.Can’t seem to navigate myself evenContinue reading “Brutally Honest Healing Poems & 3 Day Blog 11/07/2022”

Sleep Sanctuary Poem 06/07/2022

Turn them off.Lock them away.I don’t wanna feel anymore today.Sleep is where i find my peace.Sleeping puts my heart at ease.When eyes close.And dreams take wing.Finally separate from mindless worrying.A blissful slumber.A restful sleep.Far away from the waking eyes that weep.Comfy.Cosy.In my bed.Not haunted by sorrows shadowing & circling in my head.Dreams of loved ones,Continue reading “Sleep Sanctuary Poem 06/07/2022”

Endings & BEginnings Poem 05/06/2022

*started this on Monday 04/07/2022, added abit in today’s moments & finished it tonight 05/07/2022. It might of gone abit off track* I wonder……..If the moon ever gets lonely, shining amongst the stars?.How is it even possible to feel lonely, when you’re amongst so many others.Up on a peddlestool, silently thinking, alone.Wondering if i shouldContinue reading “Endings & BEginnings Poem 05/06/2022”

Missing You Badly Poem 29/06/2022

I miss you like crazy.Every single day.I’m longing for you to tell me.Everything’s gonna be ok.Not a week has passed.Where i don’t think of you.Would you still be proud of me.The way you used to.I’m trying to navigate.Life without you here.I know you’re in Spirit.Close & near.The pain of your passing.Has never gone away.It lingersContinue reading “Missing You Badly Poem 29/06/2022”

Please Poem 08/06/2022

Please don’t give up on me.Don’t let go just yet.I’m going through a change right now.Another me i haven’t met.I’m sorry I’ve annoyed you.By going round & round.It must be really frustrating for all my ups & downs (yo-yo).You see i look upto you.In all your light & grace.You always have a warm glow.A smileContinue reading “Please Poem 08/06/2022”

Recurrent Feel-INgs Resurfacing Poem 04/06/2022

This is the one, i hope would never happen.Never did i think, that we could break.Tried so many times, i was mistaken.That you could possibly be my next mistake.Ups & downs.Round & rounds.We travelled through the years.Yet as best as we tried.We could never avoid the tears.The banter became toxic.The love dwindled away.I honestly neverContinue reading “Recurrent Feel-INgs Resurfacing Poem 04/06/2022”

Babygirl Poem 27/12/2021

*I wrote this on 27/12/2021. I’ve been deciding whether to publish & i feel now is the right time. I Love You (hopefully you know who you are).* Not sure how i feel today.At a crossroads of holding on, or letting you walk away.We’ve been here many times before.A bond we once had, now seemsContinue reading “Babygirl Poem 27/12/2021”

Facing Fears From Years Gone By Poem *E* 22/04/2022

*This poem is about someone very special to me. A part of my heart that was taken long ago. You’ve never got to see the real me due to me feeling vulnerable. I admit I haven’t been the best & there will always be memories i wish i could go back & change. I’m facingContinue reading “Facing Fears From Years Gone By Poem *E* 22/04/2022”

Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022

Everyone’s got a version of you in their head. You’ve even got a version if how you see yourself. Which most people don’t know about. The best thing is people sometimes don’t know who you really are. They might have memories of you, heard hearsay/gossip. Even someone really close to you doesn’t know 100% ofContinue reading “Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022”