A Week Of Realisation Blog 03/12/2022

So I’ve had a mad week. Where midway through I ended up breaking down in tears as I felt so overwhelmed & it felt like my brain was fried. Trying to work out calculations whilst your brain is repeatedly saying ‘no we aren’t doing this. This isn’t my area of expertise’ and repeatedly going throughContinue reading “A Week Of Realisation Blog 03/12/2022”

Crying & Clearing Blog 28/10/2022

Today I’ve had alot on my mind. I’ve been for a walk in nature & visited 1 of my favourite places. I shook my chakras to try & clear out trapped energy/emotions. I put a drop of DoTerra OnGuard essential oil on my hands & inhaled (please speak to a DoTerra representative before using). NowContinue reading “Crying & Clearing Blog 28/10/2022”

Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I was feel-ing- low, stressed, anxious, frustrated & angry. What had lead me to those moments was a build up of stored emotions (past trauma behaviour/patterns as well as present moments yesterday). What triggered me was a cycle of behaviour. Feel-in-gs of…… 1) not feeling listened to/having toContinue reading “Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022”

Epiphany Blog 12/08/2022

I’m sitting here. Listening to cheesy 90s music & letting the tears fall. After 2/3years of having dreams where the usual individual would pop up in. From moments of racking my mind trying to decipher if the individual was twin flame or an infatuation made by my subconscious mind. I think I’ve finally cracked theContinue reading “Epiphany Blog 12/08/2022”

Endings & BEginnings Poem 05/06/2022

*started this on Monday 04/07/2022, added abit in today’s moments & finished it tonight 05/07/2022. It might of gone abit off track* I wonder……..If the moon ever gets lonely, shining amongst the stars?.How is it even possible to feel lonely, when you’re amongst so many others.Up on a peddlestool, silently thinking, alone.Wondering if i shouldContinue reading “Endings & BEginnings Poem 05/06/2022”

Look In My Eyes Poem 08/06/2022

I noticed my anger rising.So stood still in 1 place.I looked into the mirror, & lifted the veil on my face.Under the angry veil, stood a woman drenched in tears.I didn’t know how to stop the flood, but i knew how to soothe the tears. “Look at me’, i said, in a soothing tone.Listen toContinue reading “Look In My Eyes Poem 08/06/2022”

Last 2 Days Blog 24/03/2022

Over the last few days. I’ve been trying to break patterns & behaviour cycles. I felt triggered yesterday & it resulted in feelings & memories all flooding to the surface. I broke down, i cried. I ended up draining myself mentally & in the end came down with a mild fever, nausea & headache. IContinue reading “Last 2 Days Blog 24/03/2022”

Limbo Poem 27/12/2021

I’m sitting here crying.Even i don’t know why.Old emotions resurfacing.Overthinking as to why.Feeling the pain.As if it were yesterday.Nearly 10years ago.I still remember that day.An anniversary of heartache.Which i wish i could forget.Deep sadness & sorrow.Tied with longing regret.Hindsight a stalking, nagging bitch.Emotions flared with an anxious twitch.Why am i feeling this way?I do notContinue reading “Limbo Poem 27/12/2021”

Last Christmas Poem 25/12/2021

*Sometimes in life. It takes a long time to finally admit that things aren’t working. In this case, a relationship. Long years together yet we’ve been drifting apart. The short row this morning made it clear. We’re not meant to be together. And despite me launching this site in July 2021. You’re properly never goingContinue reading “Last Christmas Poem 25/12/2021”

Captured Memories Poem 23/12/2021

*This poem is dedicated to all my family. Both near & far. Both in person as well in Spirit* Looking back.At these photographs.Feeling the love, & remembering the laughs.The smiles of youth & the grace of the wise.The laughter of picnics, under sunset skies.Happy memories of young & old.Listening to stories of their memories beingContinue reading “Captured Memories Poem 23/12/2021”