What I’ve Learned So Far Blog 24/01/2023

So today I woke up from a dream feeling uneasy. These emotions continued whilst I was getting ready for work even to the point of ‘should I go in today?’. A potential panic/anxiety attack loomed in my mind. However I was in the frame of mind of being productive instead of sitting at home withContinue reading “What I’ve Learned So Far Blog 24/01/2023”

24/12/2022 Christmas Epiphany Blog

This blog is taken from a private diary entry which I wrote…….. Saturday 24/12/2022. I had a heart palp earlier & said ‘my name’ over & over in my head. I cried then I focused on my centre.My sacred space.My heart.And I realised why so many have a ‘fear’ of death.Love.Love for those who weContinue reading “24/12/2022 Christmas Epiphany Blog”

Brave BEautiful BEing Blog 18/10/2022

If you’ve followed my blogs over the last few weeks you’ll be aware of the rollercoaster of emotions it has been for me. Lastnight i had another self doubt dip. Unsure of where i was going, worrying if I’d triggered anymore, wondering if i was hated, pondering if I’d made the right decisions on myContinue reading “Brave BEautiful BEing Blog 18/10/2022”

Instagram Mini Blog 17/07/2022

When i was advised to Focus On Myself a month ago. I really didn’t like it. I went through feel-in-gs of…. Sadness.Loss.Loneliness.Isolation.Mild depression.Up & down moods.Grief at evolving connections. I went through a few moments of abandonment (& that’s when the ‘Victimhood’ persona/shadow was screaming in my face). I genuinely felt lost & deeply alone.Continue reading “Instagram Mini Blog 17/07/2022”

Spiritual BEing Blog 12/05/2022

Everyone wants a Spiritual Woman/Men………. Until….. * We notice your Ego & refuse to play games. Sometimes we might mirror your behaviour back to you, to give you a taste of your own medicine. Don’t like what your served back?. Simple- Evolve!. * We notice your tone first & formost whilst you speak. * WeContinue reading “Spiritual BEing Blog 12/05/2022”

It All Starts Within Blog 07/05/2022

Whilst driving home today, i had a thought pop into my head. 5D is a state of BEing. Starseed. You are the Seed from the Stars. Reincarnated on Great Mother Gaia to grow, change & Evolve. In doing so as you change, so too does the world around you. It all starts Within. Trust yourself.Continue reading “It All Starts Within Blog 07/05/2022”

Fully Embracing Who I AM Blog 01/05/2022

Last few days I’ve been experiencing stomach aches (See the image regarding stomach pains from Julia Cannon’s Soul Speak book). Yesterday i was having abit of a wobble (overthinking if i was a friend or just an acquaintance to someone in my life). It reminded me of a chat i had with one of myContinue reading “Fully Embracing Who I AM Blog 01/05/2022”

Message to self Blog 07/04/2022

Message to self. Overthinking is what is bringing you unhappiness. You have a tendency to overthink certain situations (dreams, how loved one’s might react etc). It’s time to let go & go with the flow. You can only control how YOU react & how YOU respond. You’ve wasted so many years overthinking & in doingContinue reading “Message to self Blog 07/04/2022”

Rest & Recharge Blog 04/03/2022

Lastnight i was feeling unwell.I needed rest.I needed to switch off.I needed my body to recuperate & heal.I needed sleep. I was sitting in my car lastnight & these lyrics popped into my head. I wanna go to bed.And i wanna cry.I want to get rid of this last bit of fear.I feel inside. IContinue reading “Rest & Recharge Blog 04/03/2022”

An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022

I was asked a question. “How much effort do you put into creating such a wonderful informed website?”. The truth is some of the songs/poems were wrote in my early teen years. I merely dug out old song/poem books from my youth, decided which ones to put on the website & publish them. The hopeContinue reading “An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022”