What I’ve Learned So Far Blog 24/01/2023

So today I woke up from a dream feeling uneasy. These emotions continued whilst I was getting ready for work even to the point of ‘should I go in today?’. A potential panic/anxiety attack loomed in my mind. However I was in the frame of mind of being productive instead of sitting at home withContinue reading “What I’ve Learned So Far Blog 24/01/2023”

Message to self Blog 07/04/2022

Message to self. Overthinking is what is bringing you unhappiness. You have a tendency to overthink certain situations (dreams, how loved one’s might react etc). It’s time to let go & go with the flow. You can only control how YOU react & how YOU respond. You’ve wasted so many years overthinking & in doingContinue reading “Message to self Blog 07/04/2022”

An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022

I was asked a question. “How much effort do you put into creating such a wonderful informed website?”. The truth is some of the songs/poems were wrote in my early teen years. I merely dug out old song/poem books from my youth, decided which ones to put on the website & publish them. The hopeContinue reading “An Answered Question/Depression Blog 27/02/2022”

5D/New Earth Dreaming Blog 21/02/2022

The last few days…… I’ve been drawn to the film……… FERNGULLY The Last Rainforest. I’ve been listening to the soundtrack on Spotify. Memories of being a kid & watching it in wonder. Connecting with my inner child (listening to music from my childhood/teen years). Imagining what the world would be like if we all livedContinue reading “5D/New Earth Dreaming Blog 21/02/2022”

Powerful Blog 18/02/2022

Listening to the storm………How powerful & creative Mother Gaia is……The wonder & beauty all around us. We currently have powercuts where i am. Yet i am enjoying the peace & silence of no tv & no technology. Just as Mother Gaia is unleashing a storm. Remember you too hold power. Clear your mind.Be still inContinue reading “Powerful Blog 18/02/2022”

Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022

*I feel i was guided to write this today. A loved one appeared in a dream lastnight. I have a feeling someone might need to see this. I could be wrong. Only take what resonates.* Waking up from a dream where loved ones appear….. Do you ever just sit & think…….. I wish you wereContinue reading “Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022”

Reflection Poem 30/01/2022

Finally……..After 30 odd years.Finally happy in my own skin.After all the stretch marks & the tears.My body is beautiful & it’s perfect for me.I’m embracing every past insecurity.Size 12 -14, I’ve got a little wiggle on my hips.Every little detail, is a reminder of the years.Teeth aren’t straight, but i really don’t care.Long gone areContinue reading “Reflection Poem 30/01/2022”

Limbo Poem 27/12/2021

I’m sitting here crying.Even i don’t know why.Old emotions resurfacing.Overthinking as to why.Feeling the pain.As if it were yesterday.Nearly 10years ago.I still remember that day.An anniversary of heartache.Which i wish i could forget.Deep sadness & sorrow.Tied with longing regret.Hindsight a stalking, nagging bitch.Emotions flared with an anxious twitch.Why am i feeling this way?I do notContinue reading “Limbo Poem 27/12/2021”

2minute Love & Light Poem (with a little info) 19/12/2021

Let me just, take a minute.And reminisce.How much I’ve grown, since this c*vid mist.I see the world, with my 3rd eye.I see through the illusion, the bullshit & lies.I see through the fear, the tales the media spread.I see through all the hate & divison of dread.I see the fear, that lies, behind the masks.IContinue reading “2minute Love & Light Poem (with a little info) 19/12/2021”