*I wrote this on 21/02/2023. On the day the experience happened* So…….. I had a panic attack earlier (due to feeling an intense heart palpation). My heart is fine. It’s crazy how it was caused due to walking into a hot office environment. All I could think was “I need to get back to myContinue reading “21st/23rd Blog”
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Sleep Sanctuary Poem 06/07/2022
Turn them off.Lock them away.I don’t wanna feel anymore today.Sleep is where i find my peace.Sleeping puts my heart at ease.When eyes close.And dreams take wing.Finally separate from mindless worrying.A blissful slumber.A restful sleep.Far away from the waking eyes that weep.Comfy.Cosy.In my bed.Not haunted by sorrows shadowing & circling in my head.Dreams of loved ones,Continue reading “Sleep Sanctuary Poem 06/07/2022”
*18+ Explicit* Sacral Divine Feminine Goddess Poem 29/06/2022
*How do i write & word this without it being too explicit. For me this is 1 aspect of the Divine Feminine/Goddess. She’s fierce, fiery, dominant, powerful, sultry, seductive, mysterious, gentle, affectionate. She has a Goddess presence about her. When she’s in a particular mindset- She Dominates. She takes control of the situation at hand.Continue reading “*18+ Explicit* Sacral Divine Feminine Goddess Poem 29/06/2022”
Look In My Eyes Poem 08/06/2022
I noticed my anger rising.So stood still in 1 place.I looked into the mirror, & lifted the veil on my face.Under the angry veil, stood a woman drenched in tears.I didn’t know how to stop the flood, but i knew how to soothe the tears. “Look at me’, i said, in a soothing tone.Listen toContinue reading “Look In My Eyes Poem 08/06/2022”
Last 2 Days Blog 24/03/2022
Over the last few days. I’ve been trying to break patterns & behaviour cycles. I felt triggered yesterday & it resulted in feelings & memories all flooding to the surface. I broke down, i cried. I ended up draining myself mentally & in the end came down with a mild fever, nausea & headache. IContinue reading “Last 2 Days Blog 24/03/2022”
Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022
Everyone’s got a version of you in their head. You’ve even got a version if how you see yourself. Which most people don’t know about. The best thing is people sometimes don’t know who you really are. They might have memories of you, heard hearsay/gossip. Even someone really close to you doesn’t know 100% ofContinue reading “Memories & Emotions Blog 23/02/2022”
Blame it on me Poem 12/02/2022
Just…………Blame it all on me…….When the sky turns grey…….Blame it on me….When things don’t your way….Blame it on me…….Whenever you feel pain…….Blame it on me, Time & time again…..When the world feels rough……Blame it on me……..When you don’t feel tough…..Blame it on me……Argued with someone else…Blame it on me…….Can’t seem to change yourself….Just blame itContinue reading “Blame it on me Poem 12/02/2022”
Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022
*I feel i was guided to write this today. A loved one appeared in a dream lastnight. I have a feeling someone might need to see this. I could be wrong. Only take what resonates.* Waking up from a dream where loved ones appear….. Do you ever just sit & think…….. I wish you wereContinue reading “Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022”
Rising New Day Poem 21/01/2022
Focused on the future…..Yet, remembering the past…..Growing.Changing.Evolving.Wondering how long a low moment will last?.Not who i used to be.1 step closer to, whom I’m yet to become.Back & forth between memories.Like bouncing from stepping stones. One by One.3steps forward, yet head looks back.Like looking at an imperfect crack.Flaws & faults.Mistakes & regrets.Will the mind everContinue reading “Rising New Day Poem 21/01/2022”
Lost Blog 16/01/2022
Hello Everyone. Sorry haven’t blogged in a few weeks……… I felt the urge to write today (hopefully it might help a few people). Sometimes in life we may feel lost & unsure which direction to go in. Like you’re stuck in the mud or life seems like groundhog day. Same stuff, different day. It’s goingContinue reading “Lost Blog 16/01/2022”