A Little Blog 01/03/2023

Although I try to raise the vibrational frequencies to 5D for the collective. I do have days/moments when I do sometimes doubt myself. I have days where my mind wonders back to a time in my childhood & I miss those familiar faces. My heart aches for those lost connections (whether it be friends orContinue reading “A Little Blog 01/03/2023”

Family Tree Blog 14/01/2023

A dear one told me “as you write, you’re healing”. So here’s the blog I’ve been putting off for so long. A wound which opens, no matter how many times I think I’ve healed it. Families. The pattern in mine is whenever the grandparents pass so too does the ties with the rest of theContinue reading “Family Tree Blog 14/01/2023”

If You Were Here Poem 04/01/2023

I wrote this poem before I left for work in the early moments of today. It was written for a loved one who passed on too soon many years ago on the 4th January. If you were here….Maybe things wouldn’t of played out as the did.If you were here….You could be held, instead you areContinue reading “If You Were Here Poem 04/01/2023”

Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022

Yesterday was a hard day for me. I was feel-ing- low, stressed, anxious, frustrated & angry. What had lead me to those moments was a build up of stored emotions (past trauma behaviour/patterns as well as present moments yesterday). What triggered me was a cycle of behaviour. Feel-in-gs of…… 1) not feeling listened to/having toContinue reading “Scars Under The Surface Blog 03/09/2022”

Epiphany Blog 12/08/2022

I’m sitting here. Listening to cheesy 90s music & letting the tears fall. After 2/3years of having dreams where the usual individual would pop up in. From moments of racking my mind trying to decipher if the individual was twin flame or an infatuation made by my subconscious mind. I think I’ve finally cracked theContinue reading “Epiphany Blog 12/08/2022”

Missing You Badly Poem 29/06/2022

I miss you like crazy.Every single day.I’m longing for you to tell me.Everything’s gonna be ok.Not a week has passed.Where i don’t think of you.Would you still be proud of me.The way you used to.I’m trying to navigate.Life without you here.I know you’re in Spirit.Close & near.The pain of your passing.Has never gone away.It lingersContinue reading “Missing You Badly Poem 29/06/2022”

Tin Can Realisation Blog 24/06/2022

After living in a tin can (caravan) for a week. I’ve come back with the strongest urge ever to de-clutter/let go of items & live minimistically. Looking around at my home after coming back from holiday. My home feels claustrophobic. Cluttered. Small due to all the crap & clutter that occupies my home gathering dust.Continue reading “Tin Can Realisation Blog 24/06/2022”

And So She Let Go Blog & Poem 13/04/2022

I’ve learnt alot this past week. One of the big ones for me is………. Letting Go. I’ve reluctantly let go of trying to have my shit together & trying to control situations. I’m done people pleasing & trying to fix relationships all the time. I’m done going through the same old behavioural cycles of raisedContinue reading “And So She Let Go Blog & Poem 13/04/2022”

Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022

*I feel i was guided to write this today. A loved one appeared in a dream lastnight. I have a feeling someone might need to see this. I could be wrong. Only take what resonates.* Waking up from a dream where loved ones appear….. Do you ever just sit & think…….. I wish you wereContinue reading “Insight/Hindsight Blog 06/02/2022”

Captured Memories Poem 23/12/2021

*This poem is dedicated to all my family. Both near & far. Both in person as well in Spirit* Looking back.At these photographs.Feeling the love, & remembering the laughs.The smiles of youth & the grace of the wise.The laughter of picnics, under sunset skies.Happy memories of young & old.Listening to stories of their memories beingContinue reading “Captured Memories Poem 23/12/2021”